Xavia + Very Loud

You're going away
And I'm feeling the same
Thing Day after Day
I can't let it go

Everyone in this room
They've got troubles too
Secret stories and
Lies that we never knew

Xavia, who will save us?
Your smile's on fire
And still my heart
Won't let you down, the sound

I don't wanna be
Your favorite enemy
Not when i can be loving you, alright
Why can't it be?
No two people feel
The same way at the same time

Xavia, who will save us?
Your smile's on fire
And still my heart
Won't let you down, the sound

Everyone in this room
They've got troubles too
Secret stories and
Lies that we never knew

You're going away(i don't wanna be)
And I'm feeling the same(your favorite enemy)
Thing Day after Day(i don't wanna be)
I can't let it go(your favorite enemy)

Xavia, who will save us?
Your smile's on fire
And still my heart
Won't let you down

Xavia, who will save us?
Your smile's on fire
And still my heart
Won't let you down

One heart to break, One heart
One heart to break, One heart
One heart to break, My heart
One heart to break, My heart

Xavia - The Submarines



And I wanna build Build it high for you
But the cost like other costs I can't afford you
But I always take the wrong way
This is why this love can't stay

And I wanna change, change the way we always have
And to make different plans and try not to make desire
But I always choose another way
This is why this love can't stay

Little by little
You gonna hear me cry (Hear me cry)
Why

But I wanna smell, smell the way you do
And to wear those clothes, the clothes your friends do
But I always choose another way
This is why this love can't stay

Little by little
You gonna hear me cry (Hear me cry)
Why
And I know that it started somewhere
And I really like it now, Yes I really like it now
Like it now

I got a plan
A plan to get us out of here
If we only can use your money we can definatly get get out of here
But I always screw it up someway
This is why this love can't stay

Little by little
You gonna hear me cry (Hear me cry)
Why
And I know that it started somewhere
And I really like it now, Yes I really like it now
Like it now

And we know it started yet, it started right there
And you were very loud yes you were very loud
But I really like that, very loud, like that yeah you were very loud

Very Loud - Shout Out Louds

I Love This Record Baby But I Cant See Straight Anymore

mambo was a letdown ): had fun mostly at phuture yesterday haha. i guess next time i'd only go with unattached friends. would make things so much easier and i can at least let myself get high. seems to me like the experience is dimmed without enough alcohol in the bloodstream. =/

still feeling kinda buzzed right now. eardrums are ringing; eyes puffy. and i still have a bottle of wild turkey in my fridge! didnt bother touching it at all last night went straight to bed lol.
MUST..DRINK..COLA WHISKY..SOON..

in case you were wondering, i'm on block leave till the 25th sigh. posted to armour infantry fuck.
i dont want to be chasing after tanks for 6 damn months aaagh. the horror! block leave has been pretty uneventful so far, and it seems as if it'll stay that way all the way now. ):

i wanna go back to phuture again this week.
any takers?

I Don't Wanna Be Your Favourite Enemy

been a long time since i blogged properly. i guess its a combination of not enough time and also the fact that ns has sucked the ability to express myself properly. after 4 months in ns im getting so damn sick of the whole affair altogether.
*note to self: i should stop ranting here lest i get caught.

so life's been like that. no interesting happenings because we are estranged from civilization. and, i dont classify ns happenings as interesting.

God, why is everything about ns in this post.

i dont have a life anymore.

on another note, i just found out about haruki murakami's books not long ago (thank you ming hao!) and they're fantastic. although at times i have this nagging feeling that i probably didnt get as many references as i should, its still awesome. currently re-reading sputnik sweetheart because its a little too deep for me to understand back in camp. hopefully i'd get the book after this second read.

i guess im a sucker for romance afterall.