That Blue Is Getting Me High Taking Me Low.

hit a rough patch in my life recently. 4 problems all at the same time. at least ive gotten past 3. the last one is kinda hard to get over.
i feel guilt. lots of it.
and thats why i cut myself.
promos are coming. i need to work hard soon. if not i may retain.
i dont want that do i?
better work hard people.