I Found Out From A Note Taped To The Door

is it four months already? whoa. flying off tomorrow ohmygosh.

struggling so damn hard and its not with my faith. i dont know why but for the first time in almost a year i've got the urge to tear up my arms again. the only thing that stopped me from doing so was the possibility of going to the detention barracks, and i'm so not gonna destroy my future before it has even been set in place.

i wish my best friends could drag me out of my misery, but they're so busy that they can't.

can't wait to see aloysius again. havent seen him in months omg.

falling oh so in love with stars. why havent anyone heard of them (except you serena haha).
must..get..more..people..into..them..

watched juno on my itouch last night. no frickin idea what the hype was all about. kinda lame in my opinion, but hey, to each his own i guess. don't flame me here doh.

mind's in a fuzz. may blog more tonight when i get all cranky and inspirational.