Wounded.

there's a really good song by good charlotte which i dont think many have heard because it wasnt made into a single and it wasnt played on radio. stupid mainstreamers have no idea what they're missing out.
it goes something like this.

lost, and broken
hopeless and lonely
im smiling on the outside; but hurt beneath my skin.

i guess this would be the perfect theme song of life as i know it.
I DONT DESERVE SUCH SUFFERING.