Sympathy for the Martyr
well its been 3 days since school has reopened.
watching all those j1 kids running around so happily reminds me of the days spent in ac. funny how i always wanted to leave ac for vj, but have ended up missing the place so much. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i stayed there after pae..
well i wouldnt have gotten this far if i stayed i guess. haha.
two basketball trainings in a week, and the whole team is dying already. our muscles ache and cramp up, coupled with stitches for two days, plus shooting over 400 baskets in one training. its a wonder we havent collapsed in fatigue yet with all the physical trainings added in. but well, I CAN RUN A DECENT 2.4 TIMING NOW :D
im so affected by the world right now, i think im mildly depressed. all these fucked up things in the world like assasinations, political wars ecetera ecetera, is really getting to me. why cant all these fucked up adults just set aside prejudices and THEIR FUCKING LOVE OF POWER SO THAT THIS WORLD CAN BE A BETTER PLACE? why intervene in the provision of cheap laptops when it can help so much children to break out of the vicious cycle their life is? why must they intervene when a country wants independence? why start wars when they already know that THEIR PEOPLE WOULD SUFFER ANYWAY? why cant the adults see that, by protecting their own interests, they're actually hurting us, their future? why. why? does anyone have an answer?
somedays, i dont feel like living anymore. and it sucks.
watching all those j1 kids running around so happily reminds me of the days spent in ac. funny how i always wanted to leave ac for vj, but have ended up missing the place so much. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i stayed there after pae..
well i wouldnt have gotten this far if i stayed i guess. haha.
two basketball trainings in a week, and the whole team is dying already. our muscles ache and cramp up, coupled with stitches for two days, plus shooting over 400 baskets in one training. its a wonder we havent collapsed in fatigue yet with all the physical trainings added in. but well, I CAN RUN A DECENT 2.4 TIMING NOW :D
im so affected by the world right now, i think im mildly depressed. all these fucked up things in the world like assasinations, political wars ecetera ecetera, is really getting to me. why cant all these fucked up adults just set aside prejudices and THEIR FUCKING LOVE OF POWER SO THAT THIS WORLD CAN BE A BETTER PLACE? why intervene in the provision of cheap laptops when it can help so much children to break out of the vicious cycle their life is? why must they intervene when a country wants independence? why start wars when they already know that THEIR PEOPLE WOULD SUFFER ANYWAY? why cant the adults see that, by protecting their own interests, they're actually hurting us, their future? why. why? does anyone have an answer?
somedays, i dont feel like living anymore. and it sucks.
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