Wednesday, July 02, 2008

And All These Twisted Thoughts I See Jesus There In Between

hello world!
back again after an imposed exile by the Mother from the computer. because i had to study for the fucking block tests. and it didnt go very well, but it wasnt that bad either. (okay maybe except for that phreaky phyiscs) think i should get A for chem, not sure about the rest though. Thats like one month of hard studying wasted, sigh.
on another note, im pes A. Commandos here i come!

flyleaf has awesome lyrics man. i mean, i almost cried when i read through the lyrics to So I Thought, which hasnt happened for quite awhile. maybe it spoke to me, i dont know. they're like a darker version of paramore, ha.

"all these twisted thoughts i see Jesus there in between"


as for underoath, turned out i got the concert album instead, so i didnt bother. haha but they're releasing another album later this year though, i cant wait.
im happier than i ever was for the last 10 over months, because a huge weight has been thrown off my shoulders. my friendships are great, parents are fine and close friends are like a collective pillar of strength and joy for me.
I LOVE YOU GUYS :D
yes i know its really inappropriate for a guy like me to express such feelings but i dont fucking care because im gonna smash up the stereotypes to tiny little bits XD

Also, to anyone who is reading this and is feeling really depressed right now. doesnt matter whether you hate me, or you dont even know me, i just wanna say I LOVE YOU TOO.
so please cheer up because life will get better. because i realized that no matter how sad you are, there's always someone out there is willing to help you.
so im gonna be that person to pull you out from that bottomless pit of agony and darkness. share your problems with your friends (and God if you're Christian) and cry with them, then laugh because the burden has left you. No matter how bad you think things are, it DEFINITELY will get better.
put your faith in your friends (and God, again if you're Christian) and you WILL get better.
i know, because i did. because i am better.
in fact i'm the best that i can ever be. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE

1 Comments:

Blogger Joyce C said...

Wow. You're like bipolar, man. Haha.

6:45 pm  

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