Way My Heart Breaks And Spills

oh well it had been a tumultous month so far and the worst is yet to come. there's chinese As on monday (yes, i know. higher chinese peeps at o's do not have to take it. zz) and there's this cute assesment in our project work called Oral Presentation on next friday. We also have to hand in our very nice I&Rs on monday. this means that there will not be sleep on monday night. lol.
oh well. the previous post was sth i wrote during physics promos. I was so stoned that my brain came up with that weird little story, and i felt compelled to pen it down. Dont worry im not suicidal lol.

speaking of promos..
it went pretty well, but i was kinda disappointed with my chemistry. Didnt really study much as i thought organic was simple. Turns out it was the most tricky paper for organic chem ive ever done. coupled with missing out on some really simple marks (such as writing RDS grr) i got an overall B for chemistry. which had a grade of 69. which really sucks because the A grade in SAJC is 70. which means that i may not be able to get that ntu h3 for organic synthesis. but whatever. i cant change a thing now.

overall i got ABBCDD. I MANAGED TO PASS PHYSICS AND ECONS WTH. its like amazing ya? considering i only studied like 3days for econs.

basketball training is getting tougher and i need to perform better so that i may get a chance to warm the bench next year. that's my target for now. ill review that target at the end of the training tour in malaysia.


ive become really detached fromwhatever im doing nowadays. and im feeling really, really somedays. pensive thoughts all day long. i really want to do something that will spark my interest in stuff again.
did that make sense? i have no idea.

haha. i think i shall end here now.