This War/It's Getting Harder

have decided to return to blogging after months of exile from blogger xD
updates since my last post. i havent got into vj(yeah yeah. zz) and im in sa now. still feel kinda stupid cause its the third time that vj has rejected me. oh well. i've Shut Up & Moved On already. anyways, im not the only idiot who got rejected by vj cause some of my classmates are too :D
oops.
life has been kinda uneventful these few weeks. its just a constant deluge of lectures and tutorials that have left 07S25 winded. furthermore, the economics workload is absoultely ridiculous. what with essays after every lecture to write and screwed up lecturers who do not teach and ask us to stone instead, it is really a wonder that we have even scraped passes for our essays so far. that is, my classmates. i havent passed a single shit yet. zz.
on a brighter note, chemistry and mathematics is a breeze :D (thank you AC!~) mathematics lectures are going to start on functions and graphs and chemistry is currently on chemical bonding. but the previous chapter was covered by PKB in AC so im safe. at least for the next few class tests xD

sigh.

i miss ACJ now. what a stupid mistake it was to leave AC. how could one possibly know about the stupid teachers in SA? (nothing on my GP teacher! she's nice :D) nor could one possibly preempt that the economics teachers are so bitchy. i absolutely detest people who really demand respect. why cant they learn that the only way to garner the respect of people is to treat them with the respect they demand? is it so hard to not scream and shout at every little thing that we do? dont they realise that their screams only make things worse? no one is going to respect any of you when you start making us feel small or look stupid.

screw it.

been talking to some of my ex classmates in AC. apparently, half the class has been kicked and are mostly now in NY. hope you people are having fun. sure miss you guys. hope we have a class outing soon xD
unicorns! i havent forgotten about you people. CAN WE HAVE AN OUTING PLEASE. I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!

emo emo emo.
tomorrow it'll be 13th month with you darling (:
it just hasnt hit me that im already a JC1 student. i still wanna go back to pri sch. i miss those days when it was more sleep and play rather than homework. i still miss those days where everyone was innocent and there was no freaking thing called a clique. i wish that there were no weird people in my class and that i dont have to deal with weird china scholars.

sigh.

shall let off on my ramblings now. and start on my 1st draft for my pi. damn.