Monday, December 22, 2008

We Are Half Alone; Our Hearts Are Leaving Home

been feeling absolutely lethargic since saturday morning. not being in the mood to do anything totally sucks. and its not like im not sleeping enough. i mean 7-8 hours of sleep is enough isnt it? its not like i need to rest to recover from exercise or anything.

im putting on weight i think. OMG. what a time. and enlistment is like 3 weeks more only god save me.
i really got to start a fitness regime in time for ns.

im finally done with fast times at barrington high. whole album is themed towards school memories and graduation and they did the lyrics quite well i think. though the academy is.. isnt the usual genre i'd listen to. blame mtv and radio in the days of mugging for the big A's.

i guess the album made me miss school more than i ever did. (vs, not sajc.) all those crazy times with 4d people in class and outside of it; of the many taupoks, wedgies and throwing people into the school pond; all the sauntering around school because we had the best results; all the school rules we broke in the freak accidents; locking tajuddin in supply duct; running down 7 stories for rojak every thursday; the intense matches in the pe soccer league; chemistry bio and physics lab funtimes; bridge and dai dee during lessons... then more recently the emo talks whenever we met up. i really miss the brotherly feeling, especially now that im facing the world on my own. i miss the feeling that someone has got your back no matter who you were or what qualities you had, chinese malay indian geek clown cool fun boring wimp daring leader follower outspoken shy.. and the list goes on. Victoria's sons would always find solace in one another, because we understand.

i'd ask my fairy godparents for another day with 4d, and i would pray like hell so that the clock never strikes 12.
i'd invent a time machine that would send me back 2 years in time, and freeze time so we all stay forever young.

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